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deep blueoh, deep blue i'm so scared of you secrets held in open waves why did you leave me on that day?
i don't know what i did to you i don't think you know, either did it hurt you? it hurt me you change your names you change your games my fear will stay the same deep blue, you remind me of times best left forgotten do i remind you of that too? i was always trying to please you i was always scared of you i looked up to you i wanted your love i wanted your acceptance i wanted you to like me i watched what i said around you i watched what i did around you you never noticed me we were never friends i don't remember what happened i wish i did why did you leave me alone? did you not trust me? i don't know if i trusted you you once told me the reason for my poor memory i think i will always remember i will always remember it was you who told me how you knew more about me than i knew about you every time i talked, i thought "will you like this? will you hate this?" even when i wasn't talking to you. i'd read a book. would deep blue like this? i'd watch a film. would deep blue like this? i don't know if you would. you still scare me. i don't know what to tell you. i miss you. i never want to talk to you again. i wish i died rather than you cutting me off. i wih i remembered more of our time together. i wish i could forget you. i'm glad you don't occupy all my thoughts anymore. i wish we never met. i'm sorry. 12.30.2021 | by blumiere whoops, you found the secret text. i wanted a gap between the end of text and the bottom of the page -blu |